Kadi I once held warmthAnd she held meHer eyes beamed raysWith love so freeSo clear in my mindThose hugs I still feelLaughing, playing, happySmiling at me stillThis sweet baby girlWho I love so muchIf I could make a wishIt'd be her touchEvery memory of us pastIn my heart until my last 4/28/2011 to 5/30/2013 I … Continue reading Every Mourning
Tag: lost love
Lucid Amber Dreams
By me 12/2021 I wish you loved me, like black coffee, like an endless sea, like it wasn’t wrong, like a love song… That’s unconditional… natural and strong, and in your arms, I’d belong. I wish you’d see, and hear my plea my tears are tea, my heart is strung, broke and twisted, trampled then … Continue reading Lucid Amber Dreams
Renewal
After finding out from one of my dearest friends, who I’ll call Lahnis here (means sword; spear, IDKHTS), Smoke Signals was on Paramount+. I decided to watch it. It’s been a while, maybe even close to a decade. I had very few moments in that movie where I didn’t cry, mostly from projecting all my … Continue reading Renewal
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